The winds of hope in Leif Engerâs novel I Cheerfully Refuse are stronger than the brutalizing gusts on Lake Superior.
Perhaps no line in the book better summarizes the doom alongside the stubborn hopefulness embodied by the storyâs main character, Rainy, than a comment from his book-loving wife, Lark, who is trying to open her own bookshop. After Lark makes her first purchase of books for the shop, Rainy asks her how sheâs feeling about the endeavor. She replies, âProbably doomed and perplexingly merryâ (180).
Nearly everyone in this novel is âprobably doomed.â Itâs difficult to capture in a review the many twists and turns through which Enger takes his readers. While the primary theme is one of hope and optimism, the road meanders through a dystopian near-future landscape populated by âastronautsâ and corpses.
Near-Dystopian Background
The plot of I Cheerfully Refuse doesnât involve an asteroid that threatens life on earth, or a malicious disease that diminishes the population, or any kind of âact of Godâ that brings the end near. Rather, the quasi-dystopian setting is a believable situation humans have brought on themselves.
The book begins with a cometâTashiâthatâs not going to hit the earth. If Enger wanted one of those kinds of apocalyptic narratives, he had the tools present as early as the second page. While the astronomic catastrophe is averted, readers are greeted with an ominous foretaste: âThese comets never bring luck to a living soul, thatâs all I knowâ (2).
These words of doom play out over the next 300 pages. Society has collapsed as 16 megawealthy families, dubbed âastronauts,â own nearly everything. A new drug has convinced droves of citizens that suicide is the best route to âgo in search of betterâ (62). Reading has been so marginalized that the country has proudly elected its first âilliterate presidentâ (30).
This is the setting in which we meet the protagonists, Rainy and Lark. The couple meets in the local library, where Rainy first finds a warm place to eat his lunch. As he overhears the librarian give reading suggestions to patrons with care, he falls in love first with her voice and eventually begins to pick up the books she recommends to others. Itâs fitting for Rainy and Larkâs relationship to start through words: Lark becomes not only Rainyâs wife but his doorway into the world of books and the love of reading.
Bound by a Book
Books bring Lark into Rainyâs life, and books also bring another significant individual into the protagonistsâ circleâKellan. Shrouded in mystery and mischief, Kellan boards in Lark and Rainyâs home. He brings with him an unpublished manuscript, I Cheerfully Refuse, by Larkâs favorite author, Molly Thorn. The manuscript becomes the link between the unimpressive but stable life that Lark and Rainy have built for themselves and the world of pain that will come their way.
As he overhears the librarian give reading suggestions to patrons with care, he falls in love first with her voice and eventually begins to pick up the books she recommends to others.
Kellan doesnât only bring with him the book Lark has been searching for since she was 12. Unbeknownst to his hosts, he also brings with him thousands of stolen doses of a new suicide drug, âWillow.â A life-threatening manhunt is on his heels, led by a man named Werryck.
Werryckâs character in the unfolding narrative is fantastical. Itâs rumored he hasnât slept in 17 (or maybe 42) years. Having outgrown the need for rest, heâs unnervingly calm and heartlessly ruthless. His introduction comes with an ominous warning:
He never comes in the door you expect. There is no preparing for Werryck . . . thereâs no spotting him early. You think he wonât come but he will. Youâre strong and big? Doesnât matter. Listen to me. When you see him standing in your kitchen, you slip out the back. Be quiet, be quick. Donât hunt for your wallet. Donât grab a coat. Go out the window if you have to. (34)
Werryckâs presence in the story leads to the closing of Larkâs. Having lost Lark and all thatâs most important to him, Rainy is forced to spend the rest of the story in a dilapidated sailboat, running for his life on Lake Superior. Still, moving from port to port, making friends and enemies along the way, Rainy refuses to give up his wifeâs ideas of the good and beautiful. He gains an unexpected father role to his partner on the lamâan orphaned girl named Solâuntil, at the end, they both end up face-to-face with the âgodlikeâ Werryck aboard his mysterious medicine ship.
Deep Tones
As the book opens, Labrino, Rainy and Larkâs friend, shows up with his unfettered pessimism in hand. Labrino is âlonely and kind and occasionally rude by accident, but above all things he was a worried manâ (2). He arrives at Rainyâs house filled with illogical worry over what will befall them because of the Tashi Comet. We canât understand the significance of this scene until much later.
But instead of correcting Labrino in words, Rainy does something that marks his character throughout the storyâhe turns to his bass guitar:
I opened my mouth, then remembered a few things about my friend. He had a grown son living in a tent on top of a landfill in Seattle. A daughter heâd not heard from in two years. His wife had enough of him long ago, and he was blind in one eye from when he tried to help a man crouched by the road and got beaten unconscious for his trouble. (3)
And so Rainy simply asks, âIs there anything youâd like to hear?â (3). It works: âI fetched my bass, a five-string Fender Jazz, and my tiny cube of a practice amp. Labrino was calmed by deep tonesâ (4). While Enger never comes out and says it in the book, Iâm convinced that Rainyâs commitment to the soothing power and beauty of the âdeep tonesâ is key to understanding not only Rainy himself but the larger story.
Even as Rainy and Sol run into the worst of fates laterâcaptured and held prisoner by Werryck on his medicine shipâthe importance of beauty and the deep tones remains. Every night, the godlike Werryck calls Rainy to his private quarters to play music.
Here, readers see a major distinction between the protagonist and antagonist, Rainy and Werryck. Rainy is in tune with something deeper and more profound than his immediate circumstances: beauty. Whether itâs innate or something he caught from Lark, Rainy has the deep tones running through him. His commitment to the beautiful, the true, and the good keeps him going amid his worst plights.
Listen for Transcendence
On the other hand, Werryckâs commitments lie squarely with pragmatism and power. Maybe no line of Werryckâs more clearly reveals his detachment from beauty and goodness than when Rainy speaks up on behalf of other prisoners whom Werryck is torturing. Werryck argues to Rainy that punishing his subjects is just; theyâve broken their contracts. Rainy responds, âThe paperwork is in your favor, but Iâm appealing to your humanityâ (294). Werryckâs response sounds like something straight from C. S. Lewisâs N.I.C.E., in That Hideous Strength: âYou use that word âhumanityâ as though it represents your favorite set of virtues. It doesnât and it never did.â
His commitment to the beautiful, the true, and the good keeps him going amid his worst plights.
Faced with evil and a multitude of reasons for despairâembodied by Werryck, the âastronauts,â and those aboard the medicine shipâRainy continues to move toward the good while producing beauty among chaos. Yet the story doesnât bring optimism center stage in a way thatâs too on-the-nose or cheesy. Rather, Enger gives us a story with despair, loss, and painâbut a story in which suffering doesnât have the final word.
Based on reading the news, the story told in I Cheerfully Refuse will resonate with many Christians. We too often feel weâre âprobably doomed.â And yet may we, like Rainy and Sol, know the power of the good, the true, the beautiful. May we too have ears to hear the deep bass tones, that we may cheerfully refuse to give up hope.
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